Sad start to an ending era !

Had planned hell lot of stuffs for my last year of college life, but as usual saali zindagi koi kidde na kare toh maaaja kaise aayega. And as a result i m sitting here & writing dis sad thing going on with me frm last half a month. Pata nai what it will be after end of college if at present the situation is ridiculously absurd & mind bogling.


Feeling deprived of a adventures. F.R.I.E.N.D.S busy with their chokri, naukri, lyf & so called studies. Ironic to my views but at present there is not even a pinch of salt in life, it's going tasteless. To add to all this, dilemma thingie is creating bad virtue to my so called tiny mind. When it comes to creativity about passing every minute why my mind stops exploring ? why i don't get any shitty, crancky, jackass ideas when I'm sitting & worming places.

Had few ugliest misunderstanding's with all time awesome buddies, still wondering what was my mistake or was the topic dumb as usual. Need to find some new enthusiastic souls to add to the madness. Finally, discovered that love is all chutyagiri over the dosti part.


Guess i need to get out of this so called "sadness" & get back to all the crazy shit i was upto.Though wrote some weird things now but i guess that's what I'm feeling at present.

Two distinct halves of my life.

Guess I'm  too high at present writing back to back posts.

Life used to be awesome back home with my folks & homies rather still it is. I still remember the day when i decided to come down to study in MUMBAI. The only place i dint like. But destiny made me landed here. It was a sudden outburst in front of my parents that i want to study in MUMBAI & they agreed without any force though some other elders said it's not right age & all blah blah blah. But my parents had trust in me & I'm happy to keep it intact till a extent. I LOVE THEM. Then came the days totally different, totally against my childhood image. Back home i was aggressive, impatient, loner, angry etc. I came to HOSTEL. The place seems scary for a immature person & so was I. Far away from all the comforts & love. Came from a khud ka room to 3 people a room. Though was mentally prepared about the RAGGING, it helped to some extent but it was a nightmare; was shattered in the first night itself. They did less ragging but got goosebumps, was shivering whole night. But next day was all prepared to lie to parents that nothing went wrong. Still wondering from where that strength to face this crazy torture came. Gradually mera pura naksha badal gaya. I improved, learned lots of things. Special thanks to my JC friends who contributed a lot though unknowingly. Slowly i started doing lots of extra activities apart from studies which i used to be lazy & got to know lots of people.

from luxurious home to dis single crush bed & one cupboard.  Love it

I grew from a child to teen. Did some crazy, cranky, retarded stuffs in life. Added spice to life of some people, smiles to some. But somewhere in between lost myself but thanks to my mumma who was my rehab. Then came life of CA. Phew ! A courage full step and life seemed dooming. All the enjoyment seemed falling apart. But apni NAUTANKI kabhi akeli nai rehti; got the fun part again. FAILED but got back again & hopefully will make it thru this time. Did some cute. sweet  masti, played budha-budhi khel, did get high at tyms, played pranks, 2 @ night maggies, all night carrom, NIGHTOUTS, guppa marneka raat k 4 bajje tak kisi ki gand marne ki, khud ki marvane ki, ek thali mein khane ka, jo mile woh kha lene ka, kisi k baap ka daar nai raha but all in all A LIFETIME EXP.

But at same time miss the love back home. Mom's shouting, Dad's teachings, their help in every things, all the "ma k hath ka khana", all was mine (akhir apne baap ki ek lauti aulad jo hu).

Now it's time I'm about to complete my college lyf though still one year from now on. Still feels like AN ERA IS ABOUT TO END and will leave this place in some years. All afraid. At that point of time i want my both life that is HOME & HOSTEL both together & even my all friends to be always their.


P.S : POST IS RANDOM AT PLACES

F.R.I.E.N.D.S, Rain, Food & Bullet

BULLET, when i laid my hands on this 350cc monster it felt like it's inviting me for a hell of a ride. Though had some rough start but in the end i felt winning. What a bike ! Superb sound, awesome engine, pick-up. I'm definitely getting for me one such monster soon. Each & every retard on the road had a eye on my monster. Gave a surprise ride to my best buddy & she was all smiling though shit scared, on top of that i added some more spice in ride to scare her. But this people should get a life, kya koi banda apne friend ko ek ride nai dekh sakta ? they must be jealoused i guess. Next destination was FOOD. In this case i turn out to be monster. Had the best CHOCOLATE FONDUE ever. As usual it was a fighting session with friends over every drop of chocolate, salle saab bhukhad dost hee mile hai ! LOVE THEM ! Then was the turn of mighty CHOLE BHATURA, well indeed it was the yummiest i ever had, definitely taking my other pals & relatives over there. Then was the time of a beauty, my second love- RAINS. AH !love it. Love those beautiful drops of water, love getting wet in rain. Felt like something was missing & yeah it was a GIRL in my life. Wish she was there today holding my hands, having a walk on the sea side in this beautiful rain. It would have made me felt complete. But now I'm scared to ask any girl for a serious relation. Can get into lots of flings but it's not my type of thing. ehhhh, i need to get out of this mindset. Anyways it was a cracker of scene in QUEEN'S NECKLACE with rain all around. Finally found a friend to enjoy rains with me apart from some selected lazy souls. It was sad to see lots of people getting sad to because of rains. They missing the fun part, guess their life commitments have made them so bored & tired or might be their love for others compelling them. Then got the taxi the sexy. Wanted to enjoy more rains. Sit their, listening songs, reliving the memories & a walk. Full chance mara taxi ride ka. Dropped my best buddy, hope she enjoyed & got over with her bakwas daar & feelings. After some run got down, had walk from their on & BAAM ! my wish got complete, had a walk though chotu sa with friend (wished it to last long). Then again took the monster, after lots of cuddling & pampering the monster started & off I was on my way home.

It was a gala time. Thanks to my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Wishing such outing happens more often. Special thanks to my bro for lending keys to his ''jaan se pyari bike''.Though aaj ka kharcha panni was too high but i guess worth it. Never mind thode dinno kanjusi kar lenge.

Diaries

ah finally moved on frm diaries to blogs ! though diaries was fun & sort of private.
Thnx to my bro,  UMANG GALAIYA who showed me dis thing & taught few things. Back to mighty mumbai. sort of mammoth. Had first rain of dis yr. dos driplets, ah ! such a relief BLISS. Danced in the rains with cute lil cousins, having tym of my lyf !
soon back to my 3rd home MY HOSTEL. a whole world on the other side !