Guess I'm too high at present writing back to back posts.
Life used to be awesome back home with my folks & homies rather still it is. I still remember the day when i decided to come down to study in MUMBAI. The only place i dint like. But destiny made me landed here. It was a sudden outburst in front of my parents that i want to study in MUMBAI & they agreed without any force though some other elders said it's not right age & all blah blah blah. But my parents had trust in me & I'm happy to keep it intact till a extent.
I LOVE THEM. Then came the days totally different, totally against my childhood image. Back home i was aggressive, impatient, loner, angry etc. I came to
HOSTEL. The place seems scary for a immature person & so was I. Far away from all the comforts & love. Came from a khud ka room to 3 people a room. Though was mentally prepared about the
RAGGING, it helped to some extent but it was a nightmare; was shattered in the first night itself. They did less ragging but got goosebumps, was shivering whole night. But next day was all prepared to lie to parents that nothing went wrong. Still wondering from where that strength to face this crazy torture came. Gradually mera pura naksha badal gaya. I improved, learned lots of things. Special thanks to my JC friends who contributed a lot though unknowingly. Slowly i started doing lots of extra activities apart from studies which i used to be lazy & got to know lots of people.
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from luxurious home to dis single crush bed & one cupboard. Love it
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I grew from a child to teen. Did some crazy, cranky, retarded stuffs in life. Added spice to life of some people, smiles to some. But somewhere in between lost myself but thanks to my mumma who was my rehab. Then came life of CA. Phew ! A courage full step and life seemed dooming. All the enjoyment seemed falling apart. But apni
NAUTANKI kabhi akeli nai rehti; got the fun part again.
FAILED but got back again & hopefully will make it thru this time. Did some cute. sweet masti, played budha-budhi khel, did get high at tyms, played pranks, 2 @ night maggies, all night carrom, NIGHTOUTS, guppa marneka raat k 4 bajje tak kisi ki gand marne ki, khud ki marvane ki, ek thali mein khane ka, jo mile woh kha lene ka, kisi k baap ka daar nai raha but all in all
A LIFETIME EXP.
But at same time miss the love back home. Mom's shouting, Dad's teachings, their help in every things, all the "
ma k hath ka khana", all was mine (akhir apne baap ki ek lauti aulad jo hu).
Now it's time I'm about to complete my college lyf though still one year from now on. Still feels like
AN ERA IS ABOUT TO END and will leave this place in some years. All afraid. At that point of time i want my both life that is
HOME & HOSTEL both together & even my all friends to be always their.
P.S : POST IS RANDOM AT PLACES